from her blog:
"kao kemalangan.
kaka kao msj gtaw.
aku matimati ta ckop tido.
aku risau.
aku nanes."
then, what should i do?
"aku rindu kao.
aku risau pasal kao.
aku na ketok pale kao sbb ta reti bwk moto pai accident.
bodo kao kasi aku heart attack suda."
aku tau kau rindu aku
that time aku tak tau pun kaka aku msg kau.
so?
aku diberitahu 3 hari lps tu, cz my alia just gtaw
"adik,akak da msg mne yg kakak rase adk rapat dgn kwn2 adik"
(cz i'm already told her who are u in my life)
i don't know sape yg die msg,ape yg die htr.
that was just fine 4 me.
-mane la aku tau,aku mati ke kan-
aku xtau pun kau rindu aku.
aku tak halang sape nk rindu aku.
and more, i really appreciated it, dear.
ya.aku bodo sbb secara tak langsung aku bg org sakit jantung.
2nd times,
it really just FINE FOR ME.
"dan bila kao sedar...?
kao tkar pix kt ms.
dan ntahapehape ag.
kao ta msj aku pom.
at first aku pk kao memain suda.
tapi kao buktikn dgn pix uh.
ok.
aku trima suda"
ya lor, lumrah la. my life in that time is only my personal page.
my myspace,facebook,tagged and sgala haramjadah ape lg ntah yg aku ade,
semua aku update.
that time, after 1 day kuar dari hospital.
aku msukkan gambar2 lame yg sblum aku accident.
slhke?
SALAHKE??!!!
tuhan ja tau itu pix aku sblum aku accident,
then she start to comment my 'lattest' photo,kononnye lah..
"hm. yeah dude. it was a damn funny sms. thanks. hope u hepi 4eva."
what? damn funny sms? which is it??
aku ta mrh pape pun.
sumpah.xkn sms hospital kut??
what so funny with it.
then i think. ya..okay..my photo.i upload my photo then i was nothing like some people after had an accident or what,
i just laugh alone...that picture is a month ago.
hahahahahaha.
damn.!
i explained everything 4 her.
what i get?
pergghh.
ok,that was just fine 4 me.
ya? fine la.
again~
tapi...
kao pk ta?
perasaan aku?
aku macam na mati risau an kao.
tapi kao leh hepihepi.
ta gtaw pape at aku.
macam ape perangai kao seyh.
ya..i so hipocryte to don't understand u.
but please.don't judge me by my 'hepihepi'
that u looks.
so?
aku accident..must sad evrytime la?
if i can,i want all my fmly members,my friends to be 'hepihepi' like what are u said dear..
ya, perangai aku mmg 'macam ape' bg kau.
tp bg aku,mne yg knl aku ja yg fhm perangai aku
YANG MACAM APE NI
macam *tuuuuuttttttt*!!
lepas 2 bodobodo kao tny aku nape nie?? ***** ad wat salah kew??
eh.
otak kao la!
Mcm ape syg?
mcm cibai?
ckp..ape pun ko nk ckp.
ini pendirian aku.
ko ta ckp pape,then u want me to understand u?
g 'mam' lah.
aku ta tau ko mcm mne smse aku kt hosp
aku ta mtk simpati sape2 pun.
aku takut,aku da mati..sbulan lps tuh baru ko nk ratap mse aku dlm kubur.
mse aku dlm kubur pun.
aku ta suh spe2 simpati,ratap aku.
ape yg aku tahu,
doa dari kalian je
itu sahaje.
tak perlu bersedih utk aku.
i'm not die yet!
blum mti lgpun.
otak aku,otak aku la.
(mls nk melenting actually)
penat je aku bazirkan airmata aku la.
nasib je kao jauh,
lau ta aku da patahkn tewos kaki kao!!!!
puas ati kao skang??
.
jgn tny ag la.
aku benci diabaikan.
.adios!!!.
1stly,thx u cry about me.
thx a lot.
4 da 2nd times,i really2x appreciated it.
but,aku tak suruh pun?
i know that u're sensitif.
but please,spt aku kata td,aku blom mati lg.tak perlu ditangisi.
as what i said,u're sensitif.
just LET IT BE.
kalo ko jumpe aku, aku mtk ko bunuh je aku.
xpyh nk seksa aku lg.
BARU PUAS HATI AKU DEH.
capet deh menaip gini.
dah la sblh tgn.
aku tau ko tak suruh,ko suh aku bce jea blog ko kn?
thx a lot!
ko berjaye memaparkan satu bnda yg doesn't exist.
4 me, it is a rubbish! sorry.
ok?
finish its over.
GAME OVER.
dgn keadaan aku skg,
aku mls nk lyn prasaan ORG YG PALING NTAH PAPE.
THAKS A LOT dear.
and finally AKU BENCI DIRI AKU DIPERKOTAKKATIKAN
EXPECIALLY IN BLOG.
DAA!
